awkward, awful, & awesome

3 words to describe the last week plus of my life..

awkward:

Trips to A&M. Dinner. Asparagus. Football games. Midnight yell. Love? What? Family time. Thanksgiving. New houses. Friends. Boys. Heytell. Black friday.

awful:

Spoiled brat. Mom crying. Secret twitter pages. People you love, making bad choices. So much school work. Losing to LSU. Being ranked number 8 (SERIOUSLY?!). Fake friends. #88. Westboro baptist church. Getting sick from so much stress. Craving the Lord, but also craving sleep. Using time as an excuse. Physically exhausted. Mentally exhausted. Spritiually dry.

awesome:

Rest. Food. Lots of food. The Lord using the awkward moments. The Lord laughing at his funny and awkward creation. Football. Possibly going to the cotton bowl. Worship. Spending quality time with my sister. Getting lost in the country with my sister. My sister. The cold. Semester almost over. Lauren Locklear. Kaitlyn Cross. My grandma. Bridesmaids (the movie). Seeing friends after a long time away. Justin Bieber christmas CD. My daddy. My bed.


Well, there it is. I'm definitely a "list" type of person so this was fun. Some of them are vague, but thats just the emo-blogger in me. Dont mind me.... My life is pretty much over for the next 2 and a half weeks. So. Much. School. Work.

So with that being said, I have a request... Do you mind praying for me? I hate asking for prayer, which is probably really stupid, but in essence, I hate asking for help... And thats just something I need to work on, BUT if you wouldnt mind saying a little prayer for me if you happen to think about it, that would seriously mean the world to me. On December 7th I have 3 tests and a project due... Yeah, I need prayer. And grace. And mercy. I just need jesus in every way I can get him in the next 2 and a half weeks.

Yall are the best, and mean so much to me. If you need prayer seriously text me. I would love to pray for you in any way I can. Well, its about that time I go to bed stress free for the last time for the next few weeks. Love yall. Praying for yall...whoever "yall" might be... who cares! I'm praying for you anyway!

PEACE&BLESSINS.